I think I may be like you.

That entire article totally spoke to my heart. I have been fighting against this way of living throughout my entire love life. I see myself as a hopeless romantic type. Always searching for that 'one' that is going to complete me. I invest my whole self into the relationship that I am in, and always leave them feeling drained and unsatisfied. In the past 6 years, I did have one year where I was single. Carefree. In love with the Divine. Then I once again found conventional love and looked to that to once again fulfill me. I have been married for 6 months now and have been currently separated from my husband. I do feel like we are wasting our time. He and I have completely different beliefs, and it is one of the many things tearing us apart. And for me it is a big one. I also just found out two months ago that I'm pregnant. The most love that I have ever experienced is when I am sitting alone in a room, hands on my growing belly, feeling God's energy surround me and my little baby. I just know that that is the love that we all search for.